Yooo! This right here is sooo true!
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Yes oh yes… I’m not gonna lie… 3 weeks ago, I met this guy. We clicked like no other & I started believing in something. But then shit changed. Ironically I had a lot of shit going on in my life at that time when I met him & I put it all aside to be there for him instead. I was happy to help. We met. We talked. Things around me got worse. Only great thing was my grades, but yea. Mentally I started breaking down & it reflected in my emotions & actions & I started acting extra stupid & irrational, not thinking at all bc I could think straight & I fucked up everything (i think, well at least I’m pretty sure) because he refuses to talk to me & it fucking sucks.
I keep thinking DAMN… i miss making him laugh & smile and shit, just so i could be happy to see his eyes glow. It was a great thing to me, like watching children at play, just smile and all. I miss his brothers too, honestly. I’ve always wanted to be able to connect w/ my brothers on a level like I feel some sort of attachment to them. Anyway, it was something different for a change & I was happy. I just let stupid shit affect me that I couldn’t control & in the end, the exact thing I was fighting not to do is exactly what I did, Fuck Shit Up.
Somehow the stress in my life was making me grow attached to him more quickly than normal & I was holding on to him more. I admit after he brought it to light that I was immature, but I promise, immature is not me. Shit happens, yes. But seriously, why’d shit have to happen the way it has between him & I? Life…
Man, how I now wish I could just rewind time a little to just adjust things…
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I will always reblog this…
YES MALCOLM X! SAY THAT SHIT!
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I absolutely love this!
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Rihanna
—You Da One (Explicit Edit)
he doesn’t know…
each
time
he
flows
I
unwind
soul deep and
lie between his
wondrous lines
he doesn’t know
I…
open w i d e
to allow his verbs to
vibrate thoroughly
inside me
he doesn’t know
I…
love how every
noun and then he
blends adjectives in
that stream in my eardrums
create serenading notes that
undeniably woo me
I
dig
the
hell
out
the
way
he
pimps
the
alphabet
using
nectarous wordplay
to foreplay me into mental
rhapsody
he doesn’t know
my…
imagination
literally
imagines
feeling
him
spitting be-bobbing
syllables from poetic pages
that boost my attention to an
un-divided-we
that…
arouses my hopeless
romantic soul to overflow
at the end of each piece he
breaks off in me.
he doesn’t know
I…
pray he
never loses
his way with words
in me.
each
time
he
flows
I
flow
too
Little Boy & Girl Drama Video
Little Boy & Girl Drama
So I’m pretty sure I may be starting war with this Tumblr post, but do I care? NO. Why not? Because these little boys & girls have awaken StineTheQueen & I do not like to be messed with at all! Lets proceed…
So here’s the ridiculous text I just received & did not read but maybe first several letters at MAX:
Exodus 20:16 Read it and understand it. What you are doing is wrong. You better save this message and go send it to whomever you are going to send it to and i know u are going to twist the truth. But this is a promise, God WIll DEAL WITH YOU. neither I or my friends has ever said or done anything harmful or threatening to you and we won’t. We have been courteous enough to invite you to two of our hangout times, I invited you into my home believing that you were a beautiful individual because i know everyone is not perfect. However, I am very disappointed that you’ve been behaving like this. I will never speak to you again, nor do I wish to see your face again. I am extremely disappointed in what you have done. I wish you the best and I shall pray that my father has mercy on your soul. (Eli whatever the heck that simple chick’s name is, text message)
LOL, how you like my fancy footwork w/ that citing?
Anywho to put some people on blast… here’s some pics:
Disregard the 2 people in the Giants shirts! So, from Right to Left… it’s Phylicia the 22yo, Ken the 18/19yr old, some girl, “Eli” the 18yo…
Disregard farthest girl to right. Other 2: Phylicia & Eli.
& this here is the girliest little boy I’ve ever met, KEN!
OK. Now that you know my 3 targets… another post shall follow this w/ a video explaining! Thanks!
Good morning y’all
Wondering if Bloomfield doesn’t work out, if I should switch my major & attend Kean University or keep with nursing still and attend Florida Hospital College?! Hmn… decisions! Honestly I should’ve been in Nursing program by now but I’m not. Every BS nursing program is 3 years + 1-2 yr prerequisites & applying time. It sucks… if I don’t get in at Bloomfield, pretty much I’d have to wait another year & end up being in school for 6 yrs rather 4 & I hate the thought of that! And nursing is exclusive anywhere and everywhere, so its not like I can double up on any classes to make up time :P it stinks. Hence I’m thinking going for Med Tech program at Kean University since most of my prerequisites should file in a good year so year I wouldn’t feel bad being a year behind, plus I figure if anything I can it’d be easier to catch-up a year if needed. Thinking about it… so say I chose that track… I believe I could possibly graduate as class of 2014. I know me & I work hard! Afterwards if. I want I can fiddle with nursing later on in life.
![What’s up y’all? That’s good.
Well my day has been good so far. & Right now I’m taking out my hair.
Anyway, cutting to the chase. This morning woke up early… decided not to send my usual GM txt to a friend. And as expected he didn’t bother either. Idk how I feel about that overall but i was disappointed. Nevertheless, I wished him a good day & that’s when i guess it crossed his mind to text me [back].
Today’s goals were to finally read a book & type up a paper for a class assignment I never did… but that’s done now! & to clean my room but I proceeded to finally take out my Senegalese twists first. Hoping to be done by 7/8pm if I stay focused. And perhaps I’ll spend couple hours tonight on my room… we’ll see, but yea, I’m suppose to be having a guest over for a lil tomorrow!
Anywho, realized i didn’t hear much from the “sir” so I called & tell me why this negro said “I’m in Brooklyn”? Well gee, thanks for never answering my few calls before then & never responding to my texts to at least let me know… better yet, thanks for the invite! Anywho, he quickly let me go… heard ppl in the background. I wonder who he’s with (hmn?). Anywho it’s whatever. At least he’s enjoying life. Still woulda been nice to know. Thought I’d get my car this evening then go see him but guess not now since he’s in BK, loser! & to think I won’t even see him this weekend either… Fnck! *sigh*](http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m44ttjn5HZ1rtrzsjo1_1280.jpg)
What’s up y’all? That’s good.
Well my day has been good so far. & Right now I’m taking out my hair.
Anyway, cutting to the chase. This morning woke up early… decided not to send my usual GM txt to a friend. And as expected he didn’t bother either. Idk how I feel about that overall but i was disappointed. Nevertheless, I wished him a good day & that’s when i guess it crossed his mind to text me [back].
Today’s goals were to finally read a book & type up a paper for a class assignment I never did… but that’s done now! & to clean my room but I proceeded to finally take out my Senegalese twists first. Hoping to be done by 7/8pm if I stay focused. And perhaps I’ll spend couple hours tonight on my room… we’ll see, but yea, I’m suppose to be having a guest over for a lil tomorrow!
Anywho, realized i didn’t hear much from the “sir” so I called & tell me why this negro said “I’m in Brooklyn”? Well gee, thanks for never answering my few calls before then & never responding to my texts to at least let me know… better yet, thanks for the invite! Anywho, he quickly let me go… heard ppl in the background. I wonder who he’s with (hmn?). Anywho it’s whatever. At least he’s enjoying life. Still woulda been nice to know. Thought I’d get my car this evening then go see him but guess not now since he’s in BK, loser! & to think I won’t even see him this weekend either… Fnck! *sigh*
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#storyofmylife
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1+1 by Beyonce.
Not a huge fan but since I discovered this song… I fell in love w/ it from the start.
Just thought I’d share w/ y’all… enjoy.
Just some random thoughts/feelings…
Ever met someone spontaneously and just immediately fall for them from head to toe?
Ever feel such strong feelings for someone after only a week of knowing them?
Ever felt insecure about liking somebody & feeling so strong for someone you just met?
Ever meet his/her family and just fall in love wit them; So much that you wish to be in their company again?
Ever find yourself unable to function or think straight because the only thought in mind is of him/her?
Ever wished one week could transform into a year?
Ever find yourself so impressed by someone that you’re literally in awe at the similarities you both share?
Ever ask yourself why can’t things just work out between y’all, even though now its been only a week and couple days?
… just so many thoughts… so many feelings…. so many questions… *sigh* etc
(i indeed feel inspired to actually pull out my journal & write or paint on canvas)
